oh Happy Birthday

I was chatting with a friend last night when my phone 'beeped' when the clock struck midnight. and I was wondering whose birthday was it? Guess who? Matty! Matty is friend of mine when I used to study in Perth. I immediately buzz him and we chat for awhile. Yep he is still the Matty I used to know, talking too much. anyhow, Happy Birthday Mate! You've been a huge help in my studies especially, when I was in Perth.

Jiwa ini

tuhan saja yang tahu.

rasa nak pergi jauh pon ada.

rasa xmau hidup lagi dalam dunia ni pon ada.

Tapi I do have to bersabar dengan ujian yang Allah beri. I have to be positive as well. Semoga Allah beri Petunjuk kepadaku dan semoga I will berubah ke arah yang lebih baik, InsyaAllah.

PS He's home already, Alhamdulillah :) it made my day and nothing else matters.

What happens next?

:P

outings

to take your mind off things. It doesn't help this tym and I wonder why. *sigh*

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Last Sunday went to Seoul Garden, OU to hang out with Yan. Basically, this time around, last year I helped one girl named Yan, at that time looking for a job. I was working at the bank in the HR department under the recruitment team, when she came to me and asking for a job. Nope, I did not get her that job, I just placed her name on top of the interview dates, called her up, and she did all the talking and scored the exam.

So last Sunday, after a year working there, she wanted to show her thankfulness and treat me lunch. She brought along a friend, and Mahram was there too. I did not know Yan directly, Mahram introduced her to me. Four of us, kekenyangan~ thank you Yan! you are so sweet :)

Yep, Yan was the one wearing pink. isn't she lovely? :P at the bank I did not get the chance to get to know Yan, well, she has different working hours compared to mine at that time. so this is my first time meeting her and get to know her (exclude interview) she said I'm a lot more bubbly compared to the day I interviewed her. Well, I'm always serious when I'm working and I take that as a compliment :P

Anyhow, thank you again for the treat, and nice knowing you guys. Hope you guys will have a brighter future ahead.

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Well, things do not just get off my mind even after the lunch treat so I decided to follow Ain, the next day to British Council, KL. she wanted to take English - the language, seriously and I thought It's cool so I don't mind showing her the way to British Council. Mind you, to take the placement test, you'll need to pay around RM100 and the class might cost you up to RM900, just fyi. 

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Nowadays, KL has been one of my least favorite place to hang out to so I decided to go to Shah Alam with Lynn today. We did some fittings and measuring, and playing with colors. I guess it's a girl thing! pretty much laughing and smiling all the way but still having a hard time deciding for the best. 

Lynn is currently having her summer hols here in Malaysia. yippi yey, been ages since I last saw this girl. 

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Later tonight I've decided home is the best place to hang out! Everything under one roof!

Even though I've come to a conclusion that yeh probably I cannot take my mind off you but I will try my best to preoccupied and make myself useful. Please come back soon! I miss you.

I don't love him anymore.

So don't let your past destroy what comes tomorrow, save our hearts for care and loving too, it's hard I know, but oh one thing's for sure, don't go and break this fragile heart.

lets break this wall around us thats aiding both our hearts to grow in pain and if I could choose the world around me, the world I'd choose would all revolve around you, so help me complete the game inside me and help me mend this fragile heart.

Dear Diary

Dear Diary,

How's it going? I've got loads to say to you but there are things better left unsaid. I really don't know how things are going on with you over there, but for me, there are couple of things I think you should know.

I may not say it out loud. I may not say it so often or I may not say it at all to your face because I'm afraid it might not come out exactly how I wanted to but you'd probably don't have any clue however really,

I am so proud of you! for trying so hard to be a better you.

You deserve all the happiness in the world!

happy

Today is the first Friday of 2011. and I'm still getting used to, to write 2011 in my daily activities. it's not that I hate 2011 but i am still long for 2010 but deep down I know 2011 will be another great year.

I am happy today. hope for many many happy things to come in the future, Ameen.