manis

Aku pernah ditanya, laki laki yang macam mana penyejuk di  mata dan di hati?

without hesitation I answered, yang faham luar dalam :)

I know it's hard 'cause so often I've got;

"Kau ni susahlah nak faham"

"Adoi, at least I tried to understand you"

"Penat nak faham budak ni"
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This is me, and I've tried to change, I'm doing all I can probably partly is my fault but..

This morning on the way to Shah Alam;

"Hidayah, goodluck, aku doakan kau, semoga Allah mudahkan segala urusan kau, tak mau sedih sedih lagi okay"

I cried. I cried for oh! so many reasons. He understands me. I know he's talking about something else not only the journey to Shah Alam and I know he cared.

I cried because terasa ukhwah itu sangat manis.

I cried because dia faham luar dalam at the same time he's taken :P

"Semoga anda sentiasa berbahagia selalu dunia and akhirat"

Menunggu itu terkadang pahit dan sakit kan...tapi menunggu dengan sabar dan tawakkal itu sangat manis...sabar...sabar...sabar...The best has yet to come, insyaAllah :)

PS You (whoever you are), I know you're out there, I just have to wait a little longer because I know you're worth it :)