You're the best thing that ever happen to me..

Happy 1 Year Old Blog! :)

GILA!

I know I'm going crazy when I start googling "Why on earth do people get married at the 1st place".

I just don't wanna ended up like the girl in Before Sunset and at the same tyme having fear that I lost all those creativity just because I'm no longer sad.

God, help me, please.

Oh! Paul si sotong dah mati *sobs*

Love is..

"I but know that I love thee, whatever thou art" (Thomas Moore)

20 10 2010

You know how I love waking up in the morning and having the urge to try new things and being with crazy fun people that loves to do sort of things without having to think of boundaries and later on during the nites I would love to spend times with people who would warn me about yes and no in life, that calms me and tells me that whatever happens Allah is there..

Today, when I give it a second thought I'd love to spend the rest of my life with that person who would calm me.. because it feels right (:

Im one happy girl today, thank you :P

Tak Tahu

I woke up this morning wondering the exact same feeling as expressed in this puisi. One of my favourite Malay puisi by Siti Kholifah. Enjoy (:


disaat kau ada
aku merasa ta’ membutuhkanmu
tapi disaat kau menghilang
kenapa aku merasa ingin mencarimu
disaat kau dekat
aku merasa ta’ ingin bersamamu
tapi disaat kau dengan yang lainnya
kenapa aku merasa sakit melihatnya


aku ta’ kuasa menafsirkan rasa jiwa
ketakutanku terlalu dalam untuk menetapkannya
tapi hati ingin slalu menemukanmu
memastikan tentang keadaanmu

rindupun menjadi duri di jiwa
membuat wajahku basah dengan air mata
hati gelisah dengan berbagai tanya
ingin kusampaikan namun bibir ta’ mampu untuk berkata


dengarkanlah bisik hatiku
rasakanlah dengan setulus jiwamu
bacalah setiap sorot mataku saat menatapmu
setiap tingkah laku ku saat bersamamu

PS: uoy ssim I, Please be safe (:

101010

Today is 10th of October 2010. I guess, many people waited for this date to get married, engaged and get into relationships. I was just watching TV this morning with my mom on how the Mathematicians calculated today's date and related it to why it is a good number to get involved. Merepeks I know, but hye, it happens once every 100 years plus it's a Sunday. Give them a break! :P

To those who get married, engaged and be in a relationship today, I wish you happiness :)

and to those who is not getting married nor not even close to be in a relationship or just out from one, chill, just wake up in the morning and be happy :) I did. I'm one happy girl today :)

Had lunch at Eban's. It's good to be meeting her because honestly I haven't seen her in ages. then me and Dayek headed to Alamanda and watched Eat Pray Love :)  I'm not gonna blog on this movie but Yep, I love it or at least it made me cry :P

Oh! I also read some blogs who made 10 wishes on this day. Urm, but if I've given a wish today I'd wish for him to stop smoking because I love him and it's not good for his health. Ameen. I know it's hard but I will help you go thru this. please make him stop smoking, please :)

oh! well, Happy 101010 everyone. I hope you had a good one, no matter where you are (: