Saturday, December 25, 2010

Soul Vacation

Not Really. This time it wasn't really a soul vacation, it's only a vacation, you know, where you travel to somewhere for a short period of time, just to see new environment and trying new things, just to sit and relax and enjoying your stay.

I'll be leaving for Japan on the 26th of December 2010 till 4th of January 2011, for a holiday.

It's Winter! wish me luck! Happy holiday and Happy 2011 in advanced, everyone!

2011 has three hundred and sixty five opportunities to make someone's day! :)

Friday, December 24, 2010

i miss you

blame the weather :(

Thursday, December 23, 2010


Someone requested me to blog on someone. Sweet.
definitely will blog on someone in the future, one fine day.

All I know is someone is a good person at heart :)

Tuesday, December 21, 2010

A conversation between two friends..

Goes something like this...

Friend A: Pergi lah kerja dkt Terengganu tuh..

Friend B: Xmau! Xmau! Xmau! you nak, you pergi lah..

Friend A:  Eh! I plak, my house is here, my husband is here, kenapa plak I kene pergi Terengganu.. Pergi j lah..

Friend B: Sbb..sbb..sbb.. :(

Ya Allah, gimme Petunjuk dan Hidayah-Mu please.
I do love travelling but not to be away from you. NOoooo! :P

ps Friend A is my mom :)

Sunday, December 19, 2010


Love is hard. We're not going to quit and let it go just like that aren't we? I bet it is part of the learning process.

" Maafkanlah bila ku selalu, membuat mu marah dan benci padaku, ku lakukan itu semua, hanya untuk buatmu bahagia, mungkin ku cuma tak bisa fahami, bagaimana cara tunjukkan maksudku, aku cuma ingin jadi terbaik untukmu"

Thursday, December 16, 2010

L, you will be missed..

Been wanting to write this yesterday *trembling*

Yesterday, 15th of December 2010, Wednesday was the day, my last day at work at L. *sobs*

I first came to L, in 2007, before furthering studies in Perth. Even though it was for a short period of tyme, I've learn that money do not grow on trees, you have to earn it, but therefore, if you've already earn it doesn't mean that you'll need to spend it, keep it some, for future. I was blessed for having that opportunity working there.

Then, this year, I came to L for the second time, not knowing what to expect. All I know that L has a project similar to my studies and I could give and take something for that.

At first I was a bit blur with the project itself, and what I've been taught in Perth, doesn't match at all, with what they all practice here in L. and of course I was mad and disappointed. but I wish that the project will be succeed eventually. All they need to do is believe in what they do and make it happen.

I don't hate L. not at all. some may think I do hate L, but honestly I don't. Yeh! of course it was a bitter sweet journey there. I have my ups and downs there. but I don't hate L. not at all.

My mom said that if I haven't been working there, I might not have met the person's in charge of the project and will not be able to finish up my thesis. and I think she's right. Thank you L, for helping me for that.

I've met so many wonderful people along the way. and experienced so many happy and sad moments together. and I hope it doesn't stop here, keep in touch and all the best.

I seriously don't know what the future holds for everyone else but everything happens for a reason.

Yeh! started to miss L already. L! you will be missed. thank and sorry for everything.

When you least expect something, you've got more than that. for me, I've got more than just working there. :)

OK! now I need a new job, career to be exact. thank you very much. Rezeki Allah ada di mana mana insyaAllah, pray for me guys.

Wednesday, December 15, 2010


Alhamdulillah! I am officially a Masters student. The results are out today and I am so happy. Thank you Allah, family, supervisor, lecturers and friends who has/have/had supported me throughout my journey. No need to mention names because hye! I think you know who you are. Love you guys from the bottom of my heart.

Indeed it was a bitter sweet journey.

Yey! let's go celebrate and yeh! happy holiday to everyone! :)

Saturday, December 11, 2010


I work part time as an enumerator and one of the question I have to ask goes something like this, in your everyday's life, do you and your husband talked about your everyday's life, your worries and his worries, your happiness and his happiness?

And each time everyone answered yes to all above, a tiny feeling appeared and I guess it was jealousy.

Yes, one fine day I hope to share my everyday's life with that special someone, my worries, his worries, my happiness and his happiness, and yes I won't get bored with your stories, and I hope you won't get bored too with mine.

oh! one fine day, InsyaAllah :)

Friday, December 10, 2010

All In

All In. Has anyone ever heard or watched this Korean Drama? I just finished watching it. Yippi Yey! :)

Someone asked me to watch it. I was hesitate at first because I don't like the girl in the drama. I don't like her in Autumn in My Heart and I think she is such a baby but in All In, she isn't that bad at all. 

All in has 20 episodes all together and the first 10 episode moves very slow. At one point I could not bear to watch it because it is too slow and I wondered why he likes it so much. So I asked him why does he likes it so much and after he told me why so I figured he has a point so I keep continue watching it. 

All In adalah istilah yang digunakan oleh penjudi penjudi di luar sana bila mana penjudi ingin pertaruhkan kesemuanya, All In akan berlaku. In this case, penjudi bukan sahaja pertaruhkan kesemuanya, all in, tapi juga mempertaruhkan kehidupannya dan orang orang yang tersayang. 

that is where the story begins. Life has no meaning when all you do is running away from mafias and police. until  he met someone and changes everything.

In the end, in life, all you need is to build your dream, your house that will become a home for both of you - together. in the end, when everything doesn't matter, all you need to do is to love that special someone, all in (sepenuhnya).

The End. 

Tuesday, December 7, 2010

On Shopping

You know when it's the end of the year, everything is on sale and  you have a list of things you want to buy throughout the whole year and none of your list is ever ticked off (OK! maybe one or two) but yeh! you still have a whole list to go and today you decided to tick one of it off, just because.

So, my dad is an economist. one thing I've learn from him is that if you have money, spend it. He always says that "duit boleh di cari" InsyaAllah. and I do believe every words of that, I know it's a matter of now and then, time.

and I also learn that if you lack of money, you either look for it or stop the spending. you look for it meaning you do part time jobs, you take over-time, or you do businesses to earn the extra money. Well one thing I know that money, do not grow on trees.

I do believe that money can't buy happiness. but for today's concern, it does makes me one happy girl. Thank you Allah for the rezeki, You've given me, Alhamdulillah :)

maybe a year or two I will have different perspectives on money and how to spend it. God knows when I have my own family things will change on how I spend my money but for the time being, I just want to be me, the worst shopaholic in the whole wide world :P

Happy New Year to all Muslims :)

Saturday, December 4, 2010

Natrah 2

Went to IB (Istana Budaya) last night to watch Natrah Musim ke-2 with Atie and Daddy. It was freaking awesome. Dad was hesitate at first to go with us and tot he might fell asleep during the show but he ended up liking it as much as we all do. He did not sleep at all during the show and I can tell he's happy because he was smiling all the way by the time he enters IB. Plus we've got the best seats in the world to watch Natrah and Maya Karin is so gorgeous. Thanks Atie and Dad for teman-ing me, glad you guys had a wonderful night watching it. It has been a dream come true watching it at IB. thanks again :)

Natrah. Siapa tak kenal dengan Natrah? Jiwanya yang penuh rahsia. I was first introduced to Natrah by mom. Mom told me about her tragic stories on how Natrah was adopted by the Malay named Aminah who taught her Islam and when how her real family wanted to take her back. I cried when I heard about it. I never knew justice can be real unfair sometimes. 

I did not get the chance to watch it last year, perhaps I was still in Australia at that time. but I managed to watch it at RTM and after watching it I was hoping that someday I will get to see it too. I also wish that perhaps one day it will be a film on Natrah itself. 

Me and officemates went to Arkib Negara somewhere this year to do some research on our project when I came across Natrah's book and ended up finding a corner to sit and read it whilst everyone's doing their job. The book basically a collection of letters Natrah wrote to her husband (Mansor) and Mansor wrote back to Natrah. Oh! how I wish to go back to Arkib Negara and re-read it again :)

To those who hasn't get the chance to watch Natrah, the show will be extended to 7th of December 2010. and to those who has watch it, I bet you all love it as much as I do.

IB has the coolest people in the whole wide world, till we meet again :)

Natrah: Cinta, perjuangan dan air mata. 

Tuesday, November 23, 2010


"Sometimes we put up walls not to keep people out, but to see who cares enuff to knock them down..."

Wednesday, November 17, 2010

Tuesday, November 16, 2010

Dear Beloved Diri Sendiri..

Please do not say mean things you'll regret later in the future...

Instead, say what you really mean, "Thank You for being there for me sayang, it means a lot. Thank You" :)

Wednesday, November 10, 2010


I've been tagged by Belle.

1. Name one person who made you laugh last night?
You :P

2. What were you doing 1 hour ago?
Working Yo!

3. What was the last thing you said out loud?
Beri laluan, beri laluan :P

4. Where's the next place you're going to go?

5. what was the last thing you paid for?
Nasi ayam

6. Where were you last night?
angkasa lepas

7. What's the best ice cream flavour?

8. Do you want to cut your hair?
Nope, rambut gugur banyak, how eh?

9. Do you love to melatah?

10. If that so, what will you say out loud?
You, doing that thing you do :P

11. what does the last text message you received say?
Thank you.

12.Will you get married in the future?

13.Do you chew on your straw?
Yep. unfortunately

14.Do you make up your own words?

15. is there anyone you like/love right now?
Yes there is, eh? :P

The End.

Sunday, November 7, 2010


Musim Raya, Semua harga naik, Serunding Makcik pon naik juga :P These are the new prices for the Serundings.

1 kg Daging = RM 50

1 kg Ayam = RM 55

1 kg Ikan = RM 45

 Here, I'd like to say thank you for those yang support me and still buying these serundings up until now, you've got no idea how much I heart you guys, Tuhan saja yang boleh balas (: yang tak beli pon I love you too, don't worry :P

PM me if you'd like to have a taste of it. :P thank you (:

Saturday, November 6, 2010

Lyfe is what happens to you while you're busy making other plans

Everyone's getting married nowadays. Blergh. Almost every week you'll get wedding invitations. but sadly to say, as much as everyone is getting married today, we are still receiving news on pergaduhan, perbalahan, perpisahan and even perceraian. Personally, I think you don't get to know your spouse that well before you do get married, it doesn't mean that you need to bercinta years and years just by getting to know him or her well enough and having the same mission for future together. I've read something on this before and would like to share it with you guys (:

Taaruf adalah mendalami atau mengenali pasangan anda sebelum melangsungkan perkahwinan adalah sangat penting. to avoid disappointment in the future, these are 10 questions you'd probably want to ask your companion before you do get married.

1. Apakah wawasan hidupnya?
Everyone has a dream. untuk elakkan dan kurangkan pergaduhan dalam perkahwinan, you'd probably want to have the same dream so that you two akan bersatu hati untuk mengejar impian tersebut, no matter what.

2. Bagaimanakah kefahamannya mengenai konsep perkahwinan?
This probably would be the crucial question of all because hye if he's only marrying you because of the sex and you'd probably want someone to take care of you forever, so what happens when you're old and ugly and not attractive at all?

3. Apakah sifat sifat yang digemari dan tidak digemarinya?
You really do not need to have the same likes and dislikes, having someone who understands you in and out should be no problem. well, at least ask him or her because you don't want to hurt them, do you?

4. Apakah pandangannya mengenai anak pada tahun pertama perkahwinan?
some people would love to have kids pada tahun pertama perkahwinan, and some have the idea of spending more time together - honeymoon.

5. Adakah dia mempunyai masalah kesihatan atau kecacatan?
sembunyikan masalah kesihatan atau kecacatan yang kronik daripada pasangan anda boleh dianggap penipuan. and you don't want to lie to your loved ones, do you?

6. Adakah dia seorang yang suka bergaul?
some people are very friendly and there are people who likes to sit alone by her or himself. so which one do you prefer? :P

7. Bagaimana hubungan dengan ahli keluarganya?
perkahwinan bukan sahaja menyatukan dua jiwa, ia juga merupakan percantuman dua keluarga.

8. Apakah kegemaran dan bagaimanakah dia mengisi masa lapangnya?
these would probably reflect their wawasan dalam kehidupan (:

9. Adakah dia aktif dalam mana mana pertubuhan bukan kerajaan (NGOs) atau badan badan kebajikan?
this probably important because it reflects diri pasangan anda terhadap masyarakat nusa dan bangsa.

10. Apakah pandangannya sekiranya ibu bapa masuk campur dalam urusan rumah tangga?
some people suka dan some people tidak suka. hal ini sangat penting sebelum memasuki alam rumah tangga. yang penting sama sama belajar dan sama sama perbaiki diri.

okie dokie that's all. apa apa pon jodoh ditangan tuhan, kita mampu berdoa dan berusaha ke arah nya (:


Thursday, November 4, 2010

Tuesday, October 26, 2010


I know I'm going crazy when I start googling "Why on earth do people get married at the 1st place".

I just don't wanna ended up like the girl in Before Sunset and at the same tyme having fear that I lost all those creativity just because I'm no longer sad.

God, help me, please.

Oh! Paul si sotong dah mati *sobs*

Saturday, October 23, 2010

Love is..

"I but know that I love thee, whatever thou art" (Thomas Moore)

Wednesday, October 20, 2010

20 10 2010

You know how I love waking up in the morning and having the urge to try new things and being with crazy fun people that loves to do sort of things without having to think of boundaries and later on during the nites I would love to spend times with people who would warn me about yes and no in life, that calms me and tells me that whatever happens Allah is there..

Today, when I give it a second thought I'd love to spend the rest of my life with that person who would calm me.. because it feels right (:

Im one happy girl today, thank you :P

Tuesday, October 12, 2010

Tak Tahu

I woke up this morning wondering the exact same feeling as expressed in this puisi. One of my favourite Malay puisi by Siti Kholifah. Enjoy (:

disaat kau ada
aku merasa ta’ membutuhkanmu
tapi disaat kau menghilang
kenapa aku merasa ingin mencarimu
disaat kau dekat
aku merasa ta’ ingin bersamamu
tapi disaat kau dengan yang lainnya
kenapa aku merasa sakit melihatnya

aku ta’ kuasa menafsirkan rasa jiwa
ketakutanku terlalu dalam untuk menetapkannya
tapi hati ingin slalu menemukanmu
memastikan tentang keadaanmu

rindupun menjadi duri di jiwa
membuat wajahku basah dengan air mata
hati gelisah dengan berbagai tanya
ingin kusampaikan namun bibir ta’ mampu untuk berkata

dengarkanlah bisik hatiku
rasakanlah dengan setulus jiwamu
bacalah setiap sorot mataku saat menatapmu
setiap tingkah laku ku saat bersamamu

PS: uoy ssim I, Please be safe (:

Sunday, October 10, 2010


Today is 10th of October 2010. I guess, many people waited for this date to get married, engaged and get into relationships. I was just watching TV this morning with my mom on how the Mathematicians calculated today's date and related it to why it is a good number to get involved. Merepeks I know, but hye, it happens once every 100 years plus it's a Sunday. Give them a break! :P

To those who get married, engaged and be in a relationship today, I wish you happiness :)

and to those who is not getting married nor not even close to be in a relationship or just out from one, chill, just wake up in the morning and be happy :) I did. I'm one happy girl today :)

Had lunch at Eban's. It's good to be meeting her because honestly I haven't seen her in ages. then me and Dayek headed to Alamanda and watched Eat Pray Love :)  I'm not gonna blog on this movie but Yep, I love it or at least it made me cry :P

Oh! I also read some blogs who made 10 wishes on this day. Urm, but if I've given a wish today I'd wish for him to stop smoking because I love him and it's not good for his health. Ameen. I know it's hard but I will help you go thru this. please make him stop smoking, please :)

oh! well, Happy 101010 everyone. I hope you had a good one, no matter where you are (:

Thursday, September 30, 2010

Letters to Juliet

Letters to Juliet. I did not see this film at an early screening but I managed to see it eventually and I find it very adorable and with many laughs to be had as well. Totally unexpected. The scenery of Italy in this story is very breathtaking. It just made you want to hop on a plane and be there at once. In this romance, located in Verona, Italy lies the beautiful city where Romeo first met Juliet - there is a place where the heartbroken leave notes asking Juliet for help.

People of the world gathered around to stick notes on the wall asking for Juliet's help. Some were crying, some were very devastating and most of them were mostly heartbroken and needed an asnwer, only an answer to whether move on with their love lives or stick to whatever obstacles they went through. some probably needed a YES or a NO as an encouragement or a comfort. but to Claire, she wrote a letter to Juliet 50 years ago but did not get a single answer.

50 years later, Sophie, a young girl found Claire's letter in between the walls and decided to answer the letter that later on turning things up side down. What I like about the letter Sophie wrote to Claire is this bit -

" What and If are two words as non-threathening as words can be. But put them together side-by-side and they have the power to haunt you for the rest of your life? What if? What if? What if? "

Those are the words that Sophie wrote to Claire and made her flew back to Italy to find her true love that eventually will change her life completely. She also said that she doesn't know how Claire's story ended but if it's true love back then, it's never too late. All you need is a courage to follow your heart. It's easy said than done, I know, but I know one thing's for sure that love is love to leave loved ones for, love to cross oceans for but I'd like to believe if I ever were to feel it one day, I have the courage to seize it.

I will guarantee that after seeing this movie, you will remember your own love story and or hoping your own love story to come.

If I had the chance to travel to Italy, I'd write a letter to Juliet asking "Is he..the one for me, where are you now?"

Wednesday, September 22, 2010

Once a month, and each time, it rains..

Frankly speaking, I've been crying cats and dogs these past 2 days, only God knows why. and I know I've hurt people along the way, to those I've hurt you, I'm deeply sorry, did not mean to and I believe God has another plan for me, better I hope, Redha.

I love watching Bread, dreams and Love because even though the world seemed to be the cruelest place ever but Kim Takgu managed to smile. and he smiles beautifully. He said that even if you're happy or you're sad, just live. he has a point there. This is only a Korean Drama Series but I was really inspired. I wondered if there's a guy like Kim Takgu in this world, ever? ;P

I really wanted to be happy for the past 2 days. I really do. I've tried remembered what makes me happy in this life. Seeing others happy, make me happy, but it doesn't work this time because I was really hurt by the fact that they are really happy and I'm not and I got jealous. So I figured, what else can make me happy? I know forgive and forget will make me extremely a sane people. This will take time. I will try every night to forgive each people that have done wrong to me and hoping everyone will forgive me as well.

Then I remembered old promises, old debt, overdue works etc that I haven't repay them and everyone. Things that I need to do in this life, priority, that I take things for granted.

Today I am happy. Today we (Me, S, N and Z) went to Alamanda to try out the triple cheese burger at McD and ate some Baskin Robbins(BR) Ice Cream. I've promised S that I will buy him one on Wednesday(Pink day, 2 scopes for 1 price) for helping me out finding cerek for my mom. It just felt good looking at S, N and Z eating ice cream. It felt really good.

I never had a brother. and I always wanted a brother. not that I hate my sisters but I always wanted to know how is it like to have brothers. Bigger brother to protect me from getting hurt especially from the boys and at the same time brings back his guy friends at home for homework or watching football. and I always wanted to know how it is like to have a younger brother that I will not stop nagging about how not to break a girl's heart for sure.

I was really touched when S's special someone said thanks to me for nagging S to pray each time. Just like a sister S never had. If you guys are reading this, I just wish for happiness to both of you.

Yesterday I put a sign "I need a friend to talk" at YM and couple of friends did pm me and asked me why. to those people, I thank you. because yesterday when I cried and I needed to talk to someone and I have no one to turn to. but I know the world will seemed to be the cruelest place to live in but out of it there are portion of people, not many, that loves me dearly and people that I will not hurt for sure.

To someone I think I've made you worry for no reason and putting up a frown face each time I see you, I am sorry. if it's written this way then let it be. This one's for you.

Saturday, September 18, 2010


How to know when he's for real.
Since it bears repeating, let’s review a few of the traits that will tell you unequivocally that a guy is into you: 

  • His actions match his words. He doesn’t just say he loves you or wants to be with you because he thinks that’s what you want to hear; it’s obvious by the way he behaves.
  • He introduces you to his friends and family within a reasonable amount of time. This indicates that he’s increasingly serious about making you part of his life.
  • His behavior is consistent. He isn’t into you one week and then distant the next. His affection for you is something you can rely on.
  • He tries to please you. Because he’s genuinely interested in you as well as your thoughts and feelings, he acts on that. He knows you love the color yellow, for example, so he shows up with a bouquet of yellow flowers.
  • You don’t feel like you’re doing all the work, and you never find yourself making excuses for him. As psychologist Geraldine Merola Barton puts it, “The truth is, we always find time for the things we value. If he’s into you, he’ll call, period… no matter what.”
**Taken from yahoo.Christina Frank.

Thursday, September 16, 2010


Be-Tuah is the name of my newest toy. Be-Tuah's birthday is on the 15th of September 2010, Wednesday. Be-Tuah is very bold. Be-Tuah is my newest toy. Welcome to the family, Be-tuah ;), Welcome to the world. I hope you'll bring loads of luck to me ;) I love you Be-Tuah ;) One fine day I'll show who Be-Tuah is, when he's ready, to the world. Please capture all the beautiful things in the world, Be-Tuah.

Thank you Allah ;)

Thursday, August 26, 2010

Separuh Masa

Final Match of Ramadhan League : 2nd Half prediction

Salam para penonton sekalian,

Tepat jam 12 malam 16 Ramadhan #1431, bilal meniupkan wisel tanda bermulanya separuh masa kedua perlawanan akhir, Piala Juara juara Ramadhan di antara Taqwa United dan Nafsu City. Pengkritik dan Penganalisa bola sepak tanah air (ustaz ustaz) telah banyak memberikan pandangan serta komentar yang pedas tentang persembahan longlai pasukan tempatan, Taqwa United dalam separuh masa pertama perlawanan di konti konti masjid berdekatan.

Untuk makluman saudara sekalian,

Taqwa United sedang ketinggalan 3-0 oleh seteru tradisi, Nafsu City. Dua gol daripada penyerang berbisa Nafsu City iaitu Emmanuel Amarah manakala satu lagi gol daripada Carlos Umpat. Strategi 3-4-4 dengan 4 orang striker yang digunakan Nafsu City sukar dikekang barisan pemain muda Taqwa United. Barisan pertahanan team tempatan yang diketuai oleh Zikir Selawat dan pemain kelahiran Narathiwat, Wirid Harian lemas dalam asakan rangkaian serangan emas yang dibarisi Roque Shahwat Cruz, Carlos Umpat, Dengki-Ho dan Emmanuel Amarah (Pemenang Kasut Emas Liga Juara Ramadhan musim lalu dengan 30 gol setiap hari) Penganalisa berpendapat, jurulatih pasukan Taqwa United, Sir Iman DHati perlu melakukan rombakan besar besaran bukan saja dari sudut taktik malahan pemain. pemain pemain veteran yang longlai seperti Pose Kosong dan Tido Selalu perlu diganti dengan pemain muda berbakat seperti Ikhlas Sedekah atau Tadarus Quran demi memantapkan jentera tengah pasukan Taqwa United. Pemain pemain veteran kelihatan tidak bermaya dan gagal mengekang kelincahan Gareth Boros dan Stephen IkutNafsu terutama ketika waktu berbuka dan membeli belah di separuh masa pertama.

Begitu juga dengan rangkaian serangan pasukan United yang diterajui oleh Tahjud-Din dan Munajat Malam perlu dikerah untuk beraksi di segenap kotak sejadah bagi mengucar kacirkan kubu pertahanan lawan yang tidak dikawal ketat oleh Jolelon Lagho dan Kalo TidoLajak. tambahan pula, penyerang berkembar itu perlu mengelakkan diri daripada terus diselumuti kedua dua tembok besar pasukan Nafsu City itu untuk menjaringkan gol gol yang diperlukan.

Namun, penganalisa tempatan begitu optimis bahawa team Taqwa united mampu mengurang defisit tiga gol lawan dalam separuh masa kedua nanti. dengan ketiadaan jurulatih City yang digantung, Iblis dan pembantu jurulatih, Satan, pasukan Taqwa United masih mampu dan berpeluang merangkul kejuaraan kurniaan Ilahi seterusnya meraikan kemenangan di Aildilfitri.

Sewaktu wawancara bersama Sir Iman DHati, anak buahnya bersemangat mengejar bonus dan ganjaran berlipat ganda yang dikurniakan pada 10 minit terakhir permainan. mereka juga berharap tuah Lailatul Qadar menyebelahi mereka untuk mempertahankan kejuaraan yang dimenangi mereka tahun lalu. selain itu, mereka juga berharap agar ibrah Nuzul Quran dapat dijadikan tonik kemenangan dan pembakar semangat buat pasukan muda United mengejar impian mereka menjadi juara.

Oh! Kelihatan penyokong pasukan Nafsu City dan Taqwa United sudah mula memenuhi semula tempat duduk masing masing. penyokong kedua dua pasukan bersorak bersungguh sungguh demi membangkitkan semangat team masing masing. team sorak Nafsu City dengan pakaian menjolok mata dan team sorak Taqwa United dengan pakaian seorang muslim sejati juga telah berkumpul di tepi padang untuk terus menghangatkan bahang perlawanan.

Siapakah yang akan memenangi perlawanan berprestij ini? Layakkah team Taqwa United menerima imbuhan pelepasan api neraka seperti yang dijanjikan Ilahi selepas tamat perlawanan? atau kemenangan akan bertukar tangan kepada pasukan yang berbelanja besar, Nafsu City? Jika kemenangan bertukar tangan maka imbuhan kewangan yang diperolehi akan dijadikan modal oleh Iblis dan Satan untuk terus berbelanja besar pada musim hadapan mengikat pemain pemain terbaik dunia seterusnya menutup peluang pasukan lain mengejar impian akhirat.

Sama sama kita saksikan kesudahan perlawanan akhir ini.

Sekian dari saya, Hisbullah Awang untuk anda yang masih termenung di luar sana.


Spread the love. My sis got it from her school. Satu Hamba Allah kept passing a piece of paper to one another. She wrote it down and showed it to me and I think it's never too late to share it with the whole wide world. ;)

Monday, August 16, 2010


Dalam banyak banyak bintang di angkasa lepas, ada satu, memang cuma ada satu sahaja yang paling brightest that will shine thru. It's not the same dengan bintang bintang yang lain. not the same, not the same, not the same ;(

Go figure! just watched You're Beautiful for a thousand time, probably jadi begini.


Sunday, August 15, 2010

Solat Terawikh

Eeeeee, bestnya lps buat 8 dapat mkn kueh mueh, siap ada air sirap lg, sedapnya...

Eh! Imam dia baca beslah, mesti hansem kan? hihihihi~

Adoi, gelagat makcik-makcik kat surau ni, buat saket perot je tgk...;)

Eh! dapat jumpa kawan kawan lama yang 2, 3 tahun tak jumpa walaupon duduk dekat dekat je, maklum lah semuanya perantau kota.

Eh! orang kata, setiap langkah ke surau dapat pahala tau, kalau cmtuh nak langkah kecik kecik lah, pahala banyak sikit kot ;)

urm! lps tuh fadhilat solat terawikh setiap malam, masyaAllah...

Impress lah dengan makcik makcik yang boleh buat sampai 20 ni...hurm

You've got no idea bagaimana satu bangi berkumpul untuk Terawikh di surau yang kecik ini, masyaAllah...

Tapi yang paling best sekali bila dapat solat sebelah sebelah dengan mama dan adik beradik ;)

One indecisive-just-got-back-from-demam-person wanted to go to surau for Terawikh prayer or? not?

" Ah! sunat je, pegi dapat pahala, kalau x pegi xdpt apa apa, dosa pon tak dapat, which is good. lagipon demam blom kebah betul betul lagi ni, takkan lah Allah nak suruh umatNya buat jugak kalau dia xlrt kan? He knows better"

" Eh! tapi kalau pegi, kalau jalan pelan pelan, kalau dgr imam baca, sedapnya, kalau dapat gerakkan badan sikit sikit, peluh peluh sikit, insyaAllah bole baik demam sepenuhnya"


Fadilat Solat Terawikh boleh dapat di sini ;)

Wednesday, August 11, 2010

Happy Fasting!

Where ever you are, I'd like to wish you guys, Happy Fasting, sila bangun sahur, pergi terawikh. Dearest Family, Friends and Foes and Muslimin dan Muslimat, Selamat Berpuasa, EVERYONE! ;)

"Down on your knees, and thank Heaven, fasting, for a good man's love"

Wednesday, August 4, 2010

Please, Be Happy!

"This is something that constantly fills my heart. I don't feel complete, always feel like something isn't there. What is it? I wish I knew, I get frustrated when I think about it. Why does this bring me down to such a low point? Who knows".

If you ever felt, are feeling or do not feel anything like this before, Here's something for you ;)

It makes me happy, to see you guys happy, so please, be Happy, pleaseeeeeeeeeeee ;)

This is a note to myself too ;)

Tuesday, August 3, 2010


Ya Rab, thank you for giving me a house to called a home

Ya Rab, thank you for giving me daddy and mummy

Ya Rab, thank you for giving me Along, Abg Remy, Abg, Leesa, Reyhal, Angah, Abg Azhar, Alya, Atie and Wanie

Ya Rab, thank you for giving me love and care and health and happiness and life

Ya Rab, thank you for giving me cousins, aunties and uncles

Ya Rab, thank you for giving me friends, good friends and best friends

Ya Rab, thank you for giving me all the cats at home

Ya Rab, thank you for giving me neighbors

Ya Rab, thank you for giving me teachers

Ya Rab, thank you for giving me education

Ya Rab, thank you for everything

Ya Rab, thank you for this opportunity 

Ya Rab, forever, I thank You, InsyaAllah ;)

Alhamdulillah ;)


Thank you, Allah ;)

Sunday, August 1, 2010

Friday, July 30, 2010

Baka Da Na!

Baka Da Na!

Baka Da Na!

Baka Da Na!

Baka Da Na!

Baka Da Na!

Baka Da Na!

Baka Da Na!

Baka Da Na!

Baka Da Na!

Baka Da Na!

Baka Da Na!

Baka Da Na!

Baka Da Na!

Baka Da Na!

Sayounara, Waratte yo, Nakuna yo, Baka da na!

Sayounara, Arigatou, Suki da yo, Suki da yo.

Suki da yo...

Suki da yo...

Suki da yo...


PS Ini lagu tiada kaitan antara yang hidup mahupun yang sudah tiada.

Have you seen My Girl? Yep, the story goes something like that except for different ending ;(

Wednesday, July 28, 2010

Yey! You're Alive!

"Yey! You're Alive?" I Shouted when I called Makcik Serunding the other day. Oh! did you guys remember Makcik Serunding? fyi, I've been trying to reach her ages ago but couldn't get her thru. I was afraid sth bad happen to her so I called and I called and I called again. Yeh! annoying, I know ;P

Long story short, I don't even know what had happened to Makcik Serunding, honestly. but it was a relief to be able to talk to her again. *Phewwwwww*

OH! to those who missed her serunding, yep you guys can place your order because yey she's back! but due to the economic downfall and crisis, everything went up, so she had to increase the price of all Serundings.

Here's an entry on the Serundings if you guys are interested. Bear in mind, the prices may vary. Serunding

Cheers! ;P

Uda & Dara

Uda dan Dara. Cinta antara dua darjat. Imagine Romeo and Juliet, hope you'll get the picture.

Nowadays, everyone's been talking bout marriages and weddings. You name it, up until "Who the hell is he and why is he so late?" down to "if EVERYONE is going to come to my wedding and am I gonna look pretty that BIG day?"

But Sadly, even in this new millennium, there are parts of people who hates each other just because they're poor, not handsome and did not stand up to their standards.

One day, I heard something on the radio on the way to work. This girl, this lucky girl that has been engaged to someone, suddenly decided to call off the wedding because she realizes that he's not gonna make her happy because he's poor.


I have no comments on that because who am I to judge but hye! she has a point there. Reality wise, even though money isn't everything but money is everything in terms of paying this and that and if you're not working then how on earth you're gonna survive in this world? but then he has a right too. A right as a human being, to love and be loved by others. So who's fault is this? the bloody economy? the wedding industries that make us pay thousands of Ringgits just for one day? the societies? or the luck itself? just bear in mind that God has promises that "Aku tidak akan ubah nasib umatKu unless dia berusaha" In that case, I can see that, everyone in this world has an equal chance to be the richest person on earth, even though it will take us forever, just by berusaha, insyaAllah. ;)

I don't know what the future holds, but as for me I wanted him to be kind. I wanted him to be well-educated enuff to lead me in this life, dunia and akhirat, from a good family. and I hope he has the same wavelengths as me. Chemistry. We could be shouting and screaming at each other, we might not agree on certain things but he needs to read the same page as me. oh please please I hope he plays the guitar ;) oh where art thou?

Part of me, I really wanted to be like Uda & Dara, literally. Where their loves never die.

 Oh! I'm so sorry if this entry hurts some of you. I mean no harm. This is just how I feel.

"True love is like ghosts, which everyone talks about and few have seen"

Oh! if you guys are still searching for "the One" this could come in handy thanks to Eban ;) good luck in finding the one ;)

10 Petanda Dia Jodoh Kita
Diipetik drp page Ust. Hj. Abdul Samad

pada 22hb Mei 2010 pukul 6.00 ptg
Firman Allah SWT, bermaksud "Jika kamu menolong (agama) Allah, nescaya Dia akan menolongmu dan meneguhkan kedudukanmu" (Surah Muhammad, ayat 7)

Gunakan seluruh pancaindera

Jodoh adalah perkara yang sudah ditetapkan oleh Allah yang maha Esa. Tetapi bagaimana kita mengetahui dia memang ditakdirkan untuk kita? Allah SWT mengurniakan manusia telinga untuk mendengar, mata untuk melihat dan akal untuk berfikir. Jadi gunakan sebaik-baiknya bagi mengungkapkan rahsia cinta yang ditakdirkan. Dua manusia yang rasa mereka dapat hidup bersama dan memang dijodohkan pasti memiliki ikatan emosi , spiritual dan fizikal antara keduanya. Apabila bersama, masing-masing dapat merasai kemanisan cinta dan saling memerlukan antara satu sama lain. Lalu gerak hati mengatakan, dialah insan yang ditakdirkan untuk bersama. Benarkah ia seperti yang diperkatakan?

Berikut adalah 10 petanda yang menunjukkan dia adalah jodoh kita.

Kekasih kita itu bersikap bersahaja dan tidak berlakon. Cuba perhatikan cara dia berpakaian, cara percakapan, cara ketawa serta cara makan dan minum. Adakah ia spontan dan tidak dikawal ataupun kelihatan pelik. Kalau ia nampak kurang selesa dengan gayanya, sah dia sedang berlakon. Kadang-kadang, kita dapat mengesan yang dia sedang berlakon. Tetapi, apabila dia tampil bersahaja dan tidak dibuat-buat, maka dia adalah calon hidup kita yang sesuai. Jika tidak, dia mungkin bukan jodoh kita.

2.Senang bersama
Walaupun kita selalu bersamanya, tidak ada sedikit pun perasaan bosan, jemu ataupun tertekan pada diri kita. Semakin hari semakin sayang kepadanya. Kita sentiasa tenang, gembira dan dia menjadi pengubat kedukaan kita. Dia juga merasainya. Rasa senang sekali apabila bersama. Apabila berjauhan, terasa sedikit tekanan dan rasa ingin berjumpa dengannya. Tidak kira siang ataupun malam, ketiadaannya terasa sedikit kehilangan.

3.Terima kita seadanya
Apapun kisah silam yang pernah kita lakukan, dia tidak ambil peduli. Mungkin dia tahu perpisahan dengan bekas kekasihnya sebelum ini kita yang mulakan. Dia juga tidak mengambil kisah siapa kita sebelum ini. Yang penting, siapa kita sekarang. Biarpun dia tahu yang kita pernah mempunyai kekasih sebelumnya, dia tidak ambil hati langsung. Yang dia tahu, kita adalah miliknya kini. Dia juga sedia berkongsi kisah silamnya. Tidak perlu menyimpan rahsia apabila dia sudah bersedia menjadi pasangan hidup kita.

4.Sentiasa jujur
Dia tidak kisah apa yang kita lakukan asalkan tidak menyalahi hukum hakam agama. Sikap jujur yang dipamerkan menarik hati kita. Kejujuran bukan perkara yang boleh dilakonkan. Kita dapat mengesyaki sesuatu apabila dia menipu kita. Selagi kejujuran bertakhta di hatinya, kebahagiaan menjadi milik kita. Apabila berjauhan, kejujuran menjadi faktor paling penting bagi suatu hubungan. Apabila dia tidak jujur, sukar baginya mengelak daripada berlaku curang kepada kita. Apabila dia jujur, semakin hangat lagi hubungan cinta kita. Kejujuran yang disulami dengan kesetiaan membuahkan percintaan yang sejati. Jadi, dialah sebaik-baik pilihan.

5.Percaya Mempercayai
Setiap orang mempunyai rahsia tersendiri. Adakalanya rahsia ini perlu dikongsi supaya dapat mengurangkan beban yang ditanggung. Apabila kita mempunyai rahsia dan ingin memberitahu kekasih, adakah rahsia kita selamat di tangannya? Bagi mereka yang berjodoh, sifat saling percaya mempercayai antara satu sama lain timbul dari dalam hati nurani mereka. Mereka rasa selamat apabila memberitahu rahsia-rahsia kepada kekasihnya berbanding rakan-rakan yang lain. Satu lagi, kita tidak berahsia apa pun kepadanya dan kita pasti rahsia kita selamat. Bukti cinta sejati adalah melalui kepercayaan dan kejujuran. Bahagialah individu yang memperoleh kedua-duanya.

6.Senang Bekerjasama
Bagi kita yang inginkan hubungan cinta berjaya dan kekal dalam jangka masa yang panjang, kita dan dia perlu saling bekerjasama melalui hidup ini. Kita dan kekasih perlu memberi kerjasama melakukan suatu perkara sama ada perkara remeh ataupun sukar. Segala kerja yang dilakukan perlulah ikhlas bagi membantu pasangan dan meringankan tugas masing-masing. Perkara paling penting, kita dan dia dapat melalui semua ini dengan melakukannya bersama-sama. Kita dan dia juga dapat melakukan semuanya tanpa memerlukan orang lain dan kita senang melakukannya bersama. Ini penting kerana ia mempengaruhi kehidupan kita pada masa hadapan. Jika tiada kerjasama, sukar bagi kita hidup bersamanya. Ini kerana, kita yang memikul beban tanggungjawab seratus peratus. Bukankah ini menyusahkan?

7.Memahami diri kita
Bagi pasangan yang berjodoh, dia mestilah memahami diri pasangannya. Semasa kita sakit dia bawa ke klinik. Semasa kita berduka, dia menjadi penghibur. Apabila kita mengalami kesusahan, dia menjadi pembantu. Di kala kita sedang berleter, dia menjadi pendengar. Dia selalu bersama kita dalam sebarang situasi. Tidak kira kita sedang gembira ataupun berduka, dia sentiasa ada untuk kita. Dia juga bersedia mengalami pasang surut dalam percintaan. Kata orang, "lidah sendiri lagikan tergigit", inikan pula suami isteri'. Pepatah ini juga sesuai bagi pasangan kekasih. Apabila dia sentiasa bersama kita melalui hidup ini di kala suka dan duka, di saat senang dan susah, dialah calon yang sesuai menjadi pasangan hidup kita.

8.Tampilkan kelemahan
Tiada siapa yang sempurna di dunia ini. Tipulah jika ada orang yang mengaku dia insan yang sempurna daripada segala sudut. Pasti di kalangan kita memiliki kelemahan dan keburukan tertentu. Bagi dia yang bersedia menjadi teman hidup kita, dia tidak terlalu menyimpan rahsia kelemahannya dan bersedia memberitahu kita. Sudah tentu bukan senang untuk memberitahu dan mengakui kelemahan di hadapan kekasihnya. Malah, dia tidak segan mempamerkan keburukannya kepada kita. Misalnya, apabila dia bangun tidur ataupun sakit dan tidak mandi dua hari, dia tidak menghalang kita daripada melawatnya.Apabila kita dan dia saling menerima kelemahan dan sifat buruk masing-masing, memang ditakdirkan kita hidup bersamanya.

9.Kata hati
Dengarlah kata hati. Kadangkala, manusia dikurniakan Allah deria keenam yang dapat mengetahui dan memahami perasaan pasangannya. Dengan deria batin ini juga kita dapat saling tahu perasaan masing-masing. Kita dan dia juga dapat membaca fikiran antara satu sama lain dan dapat menduga reaksi dan tindakbalas pada situasi tertentu. Apabila kita yakin dengan pilihan hidup kita, tanyalah sekali lagi. Adakah dia ditakdirkan untuk kita? Dengarlah kata hati dan buatlah pilihan. Serahlah segalanya pada ketentuan yang maha berkuasa.

10.Solat Istikharah dan Tawakkal
Jodoh dan pertemuan semuanya di tangan Allah SWT. Manusia hanya perancang di pentas dunia ini dan skripnya ditulis oleh yang maha esa. Adakalanya, dalam memainkan peranan sebagai pelakon, diberi petunjuk melalui mimpi atau gerak hati. Mimpi memang mainan tidur, tetapi apabila kita melakukan sembahyang Istikharah dan memohon supaya Allah memberikan petunjuk, insya-Allah dengan izinnya kita mendapat petunjukNya. Jika dia pilihan kita, buatlah keputusan sebaiknya. Jika tidak, tolaklah dia dengan baik. Semua yang kita lakukan ini adalah bagi mendapatkan kebahagiaan hidup di dunia. Setelah semuanya diusahakan, berserahlah kepadaNya dan terus berdoa. Ingatlah, nikmat di dunia ini hanya sementara.Nikmat di akhirat adalah kekal selamanya.

Saturday, July 17, 2010

Pop Quiz!

A quick one:

"How do you differentiate between desperately wanting someone due to prolong lonesome and the fact that everyone needs someone in their lives to get married etc etc...???"

My answer would be: When you already find The One!

You reckon? ;P

Monday, July 12, 2010

World Cup 2010, South Africa

The journey began a month and 64 matches ago, ending at the Soccer City Stadium in front of the whole wide world. It was really sad to see it ended but indeed, "Setiap pertemuan pasti ada pengakhiran", nothing lasts forever~ Oh I'm gonna miss WC very much, waking up early in the morning just to see the games, waking everyone's up early in the morning,esp my lil' sister and friends who did not watch it, shouting my lungs out, quarreling with Daddy on who's gonna win the games, being teased by everyone when Germany did not make it to the Finals, and finally going to the office looking like a walking zombie. NOT!~

Personally, I think, last 4-years, in Deutschland, was much better and fun and unpredictable in terms of EVERYTHING! thanks to Paul the Octopus, this year we actually know who's gonna win aye? ;P

For some obvious reasons, Spain won the title *yawn*. Excuse me, I am still sleepy from watching, last nite's game  *Yawn again*. The game was a bit bored and yeah like I said boring *Yawn again*. Excuse me, I really need my COFFEE~ *Yawn* ;)

Like everyone else, I have thousands of reasons to support Deutschland, enuff said. I even cried when Germany did not make it to the Finals. Yep, I love Michael Ballack, everyone knows that, eventho he wasn't playing this year. But the young Germans were really good too. And the 3rd place goes to:

subjectively, I am not really a huge fan of the WC (Kidding), I mean, I did not watch every single games and I am pretty sure I did not know every players. Oh and I'm only a girl who plays futsal, seldom, and sucks at it. Honestly, I don't play soccer. But for some reasons I just love watching it, and I know you guys love it too.

Wrap it up, Congrats to Spain for winning the title and till we meet again in Brazil 2014~ ;)

okies guys, hugs and kisses, no more fighting over who's gonna be the champ oh yeh! I'm gonna miss Paul the Octopus too, please do not kill him, 'cause well, he's just got lucky ;)

Majulah Sukan Untuk Negara

"obwohl Deutschland schaffte es nicht ins Finale, Deutschland wird immer in meinem Herzen für immer und ewig"

Thursday, June 10, 2010

Lagenda Budak Setan

I'm a HUGE fan of Malay Movies. Believe it or not. As a Malay and also a Malaysian I think I can relate to some of the Malay Movies out there. C'mon, the scenes occured  mostly in Malaysia, the culture, the way-of-life and of course the jokes that I think you cannot find elsewhere. Cut it short, try living in Overseas for 2 years and tell me to my face that You Don't Miss Malaysia! ;P

Yesterday, I did something that I've never done before. I went to Alamanda alone to watch Lagenda Budak Setan. After work around 5pm I drove to Alamanda, gambling and praying that at least I get a seat. As I reached Alamanda, I went straight away queue-ing, hoping to catch the 8pm slot. Then they went red and selling fast and I feel like crying. But at the counter, when I asked for Lagenda Budak Setan, they said, "Akak, you're watching it alone?We still have the 5.30pm slot and we think you might make it ". So I did watched Lagenda Budak Setan at 5.30pm and I don't miss a thing. It wasn't that bad after all, watching it alone.

Nah, I'm not gonna tell you guys the whole story, go watch it yourself. Personally, I think it worth every penny. Now all I need to do is try to find the novel and have a glimpse of it. The movie probably not as good as the original novel itself but...if you're a malay movies junkie like me, you might just love it. I might go for a second round, anyone?

Oh! the best part of the movie I think is the OST. They repeatedly playing the song during the movie, many times, and I swear to God I can hear the whole cinema was crying when they played it. Oh, here it goes, enjoy~

It was raining cats and dogs yesterday, I think probably God knows what's in my heart aye? ;)

Wednesday, June 9, 2010

A bird may love a fish Signior, but where would they live?

I know it's gonna be a bad day today when I woke up with a terrible headache that I can't seem to shake, and I know for sure it's gonna be a bad day today when I arrived at the office and checked my emails.


Then I remembered talking to a friend yesterday about something like this...


There's this man, a good man,  a man of low profile who normally does things in silence and does not care much about others, very new in the industry, very innocent-looking, down to earth and things like that - I hope you get the picture. And yeh the other point is he's not from the city, he's not a city-boy. He's a Kampung-boy. A very proud one.

He applied for a job at this one company, huge one in KL and he got it. He was happy. Very. He wants nothing else but to work hard and change his life and his family. He has a goal in his life and I think he knows where he's going.

Long story short, at work he met someone. A girl, a very sweet girl. A girl with confidence. easy going and pleasant to be around her. Almost everyone loves her. Almost. But she's a city girl who loves to party every night. She goes clubbing and dancing all around. Oh! She loves to dance. Oh well, she's a city girl, what do you expect.

In a short time, they connect. They connect very well indeed. Seemed that they have a lot of chemistry going on. They can talk about almost everything. They laugh their lungs out. telling silly jokes all the time. watching each other's back and yeh! 'mereka senang bersama'.

Judging from the girl's background, now he knows why she's partying out there and looking for 'the soul'. But he listens, he listens carefully and never judge. Many times, the girl said that she wanted to find 'Hidayah' and live a calmer life, he smiles when he heard that from her. He knows deep down inside she's normal and she is as good as anyone else.

Six months later, he got a call from home. Outta blue he needed to quit the job because his family needed him to go home. She talked about pros and cons of leaving the job, about what's gonna happen to the future and about things he'll be missing out when he quits the job. but eventually he did.

A week after, he realised that he misses that place and suddenly something warm falling down his cheeks. At that time he knows he likes that girl, the girl he won't be able to see for a very long time.

They still keep in touch thru emails asking how's it going and things like that. He was happy. very happy. they've met once or twice and catching things up.

Yeh. He likes this girl. No question asked.

One day, he received an email from that girl telling him that she's now happy with someone else. someone she thinks she's comfortable with. He did not reply to her email. He did not know what to say.

After a week or two, he decided to meet up with her.

Him: How's it going?

Her: I'm happy.

Him: Oh! Congrats

Her: Thankie.

At home, he wonders what if he told her about his feelings but then he remembered a saying "A bird may love a fish, but where would they live?" but no harm of trying aye?

later that girl texted him saying that " that man I choose reminded me so much of you"


Pathetic isn't it? I don't have a clue why I even bother writing this down...

Hye! wish you all the best in life ;)

Friday, May 21, 2010

Ask me anything at

Thursday, May 20, 2010

I knew I wouldn't forget you, and so I went and let you blow my mind...

Love is... the reason we're here on earth! ;) Somebody once told me, to write well, you need to write what you know and this is what I know. I'm 25 years old this year and I've never been in love. I can tell you any love stories in the whole wide world based on movies I've watched and stories I've read, I can tell you what people had told me - they're on cloud nine, they're walking on water, and I can tell you anything you wanted to know but on love I have zero. Nothing to talk about, maybe there were few crushes and likes and things like that but no love, I don't think so.

And then I remembered writing something on love, 10 years ago. I was forced by my English teacher to write anything on love 'cause at that time he thought I wasn't being open up ENOUGH and things like that - bricks by bricks. I still kept the original essay and here it goes. Enjoy ;)


I don't really believe in love. I usually look at love as heartless, heart-rending, heartache, heartbreak or something which is a waste of time. But sometimes, somehow I just can't stop myself believing that love is serendipity. I agree that love has something to do with fate and destiny. I totally disagree that you have to go out to find your true love because when the day finally comes you will know that she or he is the one you've been waiting for. She or he is the one you want to be with for the rest of your life, forever and ever. But to get to that day that everyone has been waiting for, first you have to have faith in fate and destiny. I always believe that there's someone very special out there just for me in case he's still available, not Alicia's favourite guy and definitely not Marion's steady boyfriend nor any girls' precious husband. Is there really someone out there for me? Are we really meant to be together? Do I really have a soulmate? Or you're telling me that all I believe or hope or wish for is just a fantasy or a fairy tale just to cheer me up.

As a teenager, first thing that pops into my head about love is relationship between male and female, boyfriend and girlfriend. At this age you start to have a strange feeling towards the opposite sex. That's not all because love is universal. Everything in this entire planet is involved in love and of course human beings inclusive. Love grows among fathers, mothers, sisters, brothers, cousins, grandmas and grandpas in a family. A person who has so much love for animals is called a pet-lover. Their pet will always be their best companion. Nature is always a part of us. A nature lover will always ensure that the environment is protected. Can you imagine what the world would be like without any country? As a citizen we should have love for our own country. A patriotic person always shows love of one's country. Love also grows between husband and wife. Without them we're not suppose to be here. Love for your teachers doesn't mean that you're in love with them because you're attracted to them. It is to show appreciation for being such a dedicated teacher. Not forgetting love for a friend that is always there for you. Love is friendship.

What is love all about? Love is a strong feeling or emotion of deep affection for somebody or something, says the Oxford Dictionary. Love is also not a bed of roses, somebody always gets hurt. It is either you're the one who gets hurt or the other side gets hurt because of you. It is a very common situation but depending on the individual how they deal with heartbreaks. Have you heard? It takes only a minute to get a crush on someone, an hour to like someone, a day to love someone but it takes a lifetime to forget someone. Well, this is life! To fear love is to fear life and those who fear life are already three parts dead. So when your hearts not in it, just please don't try to fake what you don't feel. Calf love also known as puppy love is a crush on somebody you like when you're in high school. This is the first time when you experience something new, something interesting. This is also the first time you get to know life better.

There's no place that far that love cannot reach. When it comes to liking someone, love knows no bound. Have you seen a Malaysian married to a German and still they live happily ever after? Of course they click on account of true love. Love is blind. No matter what age you are, how awful you look, what language you speak and how smart your I.Q are, is no longer a problem to love. When you're attracted to someone, beauty is not a concern. Nowadays people go for intellectual, less for sexual. Love exists when there's pity and concern for somebody or something. Cats for example. Everyone's looking for that something, that something is love, integrity and understanding, something that makes it all complete.

True love happens when you're willing to sacrifice for your love one. It is like a prince charming saving a lovely princess. You're willing to share everything, willing to tolerate, to criticize and able to change for good. Never say 'I love you', if you don't really care, Never talk of feelings, if they aren't really there. Never hold my hand, if you mean to break my heart, never say forever, if you ever plan to part, never look into my eyes, if you're telling me a lie, never say hello, if you think you'll say goodbye, never say I'm the one, if you dream of more than me, never lock up my heart, if you don't have the key. These phrases show how important true love is to me, to you and to everyone.

Everyone needs love. Love is something you share with others. If love's not that important, why is there one day or special day to celebrate love especially on Valentine's Day? War starts when there's no love. Love will make you happier and not too lonely. Love teaches you about ups and downs in life, to be more mature. Love makes you a better person. Love is not only by saying "I love you", it is showing how much you care about someone for example helping your mother in the kitchen. Remember there's no greater love than a mother's love. A really simple line can make you laugh or cry.

It is therefore understandable when one says, life with love is full of thorns and life without love has no roses. It's a fact that you have to deal with and face it. Each and everyone of you will experience love no matter how rough or good it will turn out to be. So there you are, love while you still can before the fire of life is shuffled out of you and when remorse and regret is of no consequence anymore. Confess, confess what's there to lose. When pride and ego's forsaken, you might never know, he might love you too. She or he, might feel the same way for you.

Written by,
(Ex-5 Budiman)

As I grew older, I guess that love waits for no man and as for that you just cannot sit and wonder where the hell is he or she, you really need to go out there and start looking and searching for the one. God knows, he might be in front of you, he or she might be your best buddy, your ex-schoolmate or some random guys working at your office. Gee, if you love somebody, set him or her free because if he comes back, he's yours and if he doesn't, he never was~


Monday, May 17, 2010

Empty Apartment

Versus, 2010

Buat 'awak' yang mahu berubah Berubahlah walaupun payah Berubahlah ke arah hidup yang lebih indah Hidup dan masa muda sekali cuma Sanggup nak sia-siakan tanpa redha-Nya?

A note to myself too.
Take you away from that empty apartment you stay...

Sunday, May 9, 2010

One-sided Love

The greatest pain that comes from love, is loving someone you can never have

Friday, May 7, 2010

Hug Please!

I've been stressing out lately. You name it, from the weather, urm, the-things-you-cannot-mention-here, down to one Uncle wanted to buy bread at 7-eleven asking for a plastic bag, wtfish! also gets on my nerves. ( It just not that Environmentally friendly lah Pakcik!~) I always wanted to be more patient, I swear to God, I've tried, I've tried to smile more, eventhough it may looks like a fake smile but I do try my best. I tried not to swear while driving, instead, I told myself that everyone is naturally a jerk when at streets. What else? I told myself that there are people less fortunate out there, there are people who doesn't have a house to called a home, there are people who doesn't have a shelter to avoid the rain, the heat and the dust, there are people who doesn't have money to buy clothes, food, there are people who doesn't even have hands to do work and there are people who doesn't have legs to walk and see the world. I always told myself that Happiness is a choice. and the real deal of a true happiness is only you and yourself can define it. For some people, having loads of money makes them happy, while some people, having many friends, makes them happy. and Some people gets excited over small things and it makes them happy. And for me, Happiness is like peeing in your pants, everyone else can see it but only you feel the warmth.

One day while browsing the net, facebook to be exact, I came accross something: 50 Tips for a better you.  And I told myself, what the heck, let's have a look. Maryam if you're reading this, yes this is from your page. thehe ;)

1. Take naps. Researchers at Harvard found an hour nap was a beneficial as a full night's sleep. (Sunnah too - 1 hour nap after Zohor).

2. Don't take things too personally. It's not raining on you alone. Maybe the waiter's cat just died.

3. Breathe. Holding your breath increases muscle tension.

4. When it's your turn to listen, don't think. Thinking interferes with hearing.

5. Eat only when you're hungry. If you're not hungry but you're eating anyway, it's no food you're needing, it means food for your soul.

6. Smile. Especially when you don't feel like it.

7. Smell the flowers. Research shows the fragrance of lavender and lemon, for instance, can lessen depression.

8. Balance your checkbook. It's actually less stressful to know where you stand.

9. Say no when you mean no, and yes when you mean yes.

10. Don't watch the 11 p.m. TV news. It won't make for a restful sleep.

11. Schedule fun. Put it on your calendar, or you might forget.

12. If you don't understand, ask. There are no dumb questions.

13. Stretch after exercising every time. If you do, you'll stretch your active years.

14. Don't fly on holidays.

15. Do what you say you're going to do. Even when you only say it to yourself.

16. Do puzzles; play games. Studies show it prevent senility.

17. Put the TV where you won't remember to turn it on.

18. Sit in the sun without sunscreen for 15 minutes in the morning. Vitamin D keeps bones strong. Sunlight lifts your spirits.

19. Assume the best. studies show optimists live longer, healthier lives.

20. If you're a shower person, take a bath. It's relaxing.

21. If you're a bath person, take a shower. It's stimulating.

22.Eat only what you love, not what you like, or what you tolerate, what you love.

23.Ask for a hug. Hugs are proven to lower blood pressure.

24. Strive for imperfection. Trying to be perfect causes stress. Stress lowers immunity.

25.Drink water. It's healthier than any other liquid.

26.Don't smoke.

27.Sit in hard chairs. They make you wanna get up and walk around which is good for you.

28.Realize not everyone will like you. Trying to make them is too stressful. Again stress raises blood pressure.

29. Be grateful. Because you have lots to be thankful for.

30.Finish eating before you are full. Aim for feeling satisfied.

31.When your worries keep you awake, write them all down. It will ease your mind so you can sleep. Throw the list away in the morning.

32.Never talk yourself out of how you feel. Feeling is healing.

33.Make yourself uncomfortable. Breakthroughs don't come from the status quo.

34.Ask yourself over and over, "What do I want?" How can you get it if you don't know what it is?

35.Turn the volume down. Musicians will be happy to tell you how they lost their hearing.

36.Call your mother. After all, she knows what you want even if you don't say anything

37.Clean out your closets, basements, and attics. Then give your stuff to people who need it.

38.Give advice only when asked. That's when it's most meaningful.

39.When you can't say anything nice, nod and smile.When people nod and smile at you, drop the subject.

40. Admit when you're wrong. Apologize and make it right.

41.Keep your perspective. Only the end of the world is the end of the world.

42.Now is better than later.Procrastination causes stress. Stress constricts blood vessels.

43. Embrace change. It's constant. Resisting causes stress. Stress, strokes and heart attacks are related.

44.Let your gut be your guide. If it feels wrong, it is wrong. If it feels right, it is right.

45.Blame is a way of avoiding responsibility. Just fix the problem.

46.If you can carry on a conversation while exercising, you're not getting aerobic benefit.

47.Get your thoughts into action. Otherwise, you'll never know your potential.

48.Lies are short-sighted. Honestly wins in the long run.

49.Have compassion. and include yourself.

50.Spend some time each day with your prayers. Studies show those with a regular spiritual practice, no matter what type, live healthier longer.

I hope you guys, by reading this will be a better you, insyaAllah ;)

OK! now give me a HUG! ;)

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Thursday, April 29, 2010

Enumerators WANTED!

Do you want to earn extra $$$cash?
Do you want to be a part of the experience?
Do you love doing research on any topics specifically Women?
Are you outgoing and energetic?
Interested in becoming an enumerator and lend a helping hand?
I'm not a recruiter but I'm helping a friend in need.
and If you think you have what it takes and love fun and outgoing adventure, come and join them!
you could email me your resumes or straight away email them!
They are really looking for people like you to be a part of this, specifically for areas in Pahang and Terengganu and they are looking for Chinese candidates also!
so, What Are You Waiting For?

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Thursday, April 22, 2010

It's Been Awhile: Broga Hills, Semenyih.

Last weekend on Sunday, me and SDI people went hiking at Broga Hills, Semenyih ;) It wasn't really a well-planned event nor an impromptu trip but it just happened. At first we wanted to go there early in the morning to have a view of the sunrise at the top of the hill but it rained cats and dogs so we postponed the trip exactly after Subuh Prayer around 6 a.m. 3 cars altogether...

Here's a sneak preview of the Broga Hills. Broga Hills situated in Broga, a small town that sits at the border of two states; Selangor and Negeri Sembilan in Malaysia. Broga falls under mukim (sub-district) of Semenyih in the Hulu Langat district. It took us about 15 minutes and so to get there from Bandar Baru Bangi. It was approximately 45 minutes to get to the first peak of the Broga Hills, altogether 4 peaks. And the distance is about 1.7 km.

Actually it's been awhile since I last went hiking. So it really brings back memories way back to UPM time. We were so-called FORESTERs at that time. Personally I think I should shed some calories and I reckon the easiest way to do so are by exercising, climbing, walking, jogging, hiking, swimming and moving and things like that - you get the idea. So guys, where we're up to next time? ;)

Here are some of the pictures taken during the event. It was breathtaking, SubhanaAllah~ So it's true when one says Life is a climb, the view is beautiful. Although some says to hike Broga Hills wasn't that tough and pretty short in term of the distance but you'll might be surpised by the amazing view. Half of the Broga Hills are covered by 'lalang' and the locals also called it Bukit Lalang. To get there you'll need to pass through palm oil plantation, then half of the hills are forest and the rest is 'lalang'.

We managed to be at the first lookout point at around 8.30 a.m and we can see most of the whole Town of Semenyih. It seemed to be a very famous place to go to do recreational, nowadays. But make sure you at least eat something and do warmups before you hike. ;) It was pretty sunny up the hill and after a few minutes enjoying the view, taking up pictures, we decided to head to Sungai Tekala, had our lunch and enjoying the nature. Despite of the aching, the pain, the sweat, the hard times climbing Broga, it was a splendid trip altogether. Advisable, you guys should go there too. And make sure you do not litter your used water bottle, food etc into the forest. Sayangi lah Hutan Kita~

It's been a pleasure knowing these girls~ ;)