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Today I just lost a friend. and it feels like being slapped for a hundred times. Ouch!


Thank you for the bad mouthing behind my back, after these while. you're forgiven.

and thank you for everything.

Sorry for the things I've done to you accidentally and vice versa. from the bottom of my heart, I seek forgiveness, for I may not be perfect too.

Indeed, it's true when one says life is touch and go. the ones that matters stay.

Up until now I'm not sure why you seemed to hated me that much. urm. 

If it is about him. Well, to be honest, I love him. I love him. I love him. Yeh! I don't know what the future holds for both of us, but I love him. and if you were a good friend, you would have at least support me or him.

No worries, you can smile now, 'cause it's over between me and him.

but like I said before, "Untuk menjaga hati satu dunia, you decided to hurt the ones you loved" 

It's pretty normal actually. best of luck! :)

Silly, I even told everyone, I'm the happiest person on earth today.

Kota Cinta

As promised :)
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Je vais aller à Paris du 26 avril jusqu'au 2 mai. Excusez-moi, de ne pas dire plus tôt vous les gars, c'était vraiment impromptu. prierpour mon salut. prendre soin et vous manquez les gars.

au revoir

beaucoup d'amour,
hId

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Seru

Dearest readers,

Sorry for having to make this blog private again. for this time, I'd open only to friends and family members. Feel free to PM me your email addresses for invitation. Until I sort things out, let it be only me and you can read this. Sorry again for having to do this once again.

Lain yang di seru, lain yang datang, padan muka sendiri! Sigh :(

Junior MasterChef Australia

I'm not a couch potato kind of person. I don't really watch TV that much. this is because most of the time, my Mom would have the control of the TV and I'd rather download it and watch it at the computer.

But yesterday I watched the finale of the Junior MasterChef Australia season 1. I've been following on and off 'cause I'd rather not watch it while I'm starving or I might call Dominos for a large pizza. but yesterday was the finale and I'm so impressed with these kids all under the age of 13.  Yeh it is really about the love for the food, but the love for the food is one thing, the other thing is, you really need to have passion in cooking and the urge of wanting to cook and bake. oh creativity is the other, but it will come later, and in anything that you do, practice does make perfect! uh! I lovelovelove these kids and Isabella or they called her Izzy deserved the title of the 1st Junior MasterChef Australia EVER! but it was really a neck to neck competition between her and Jack.  I love when Jack said "Even though it is only a competition, we are friends now and after this, we are still going to be friends. awwww~

Izzy has a twin sister who is also in the competition, named Sofie. but she did not make it through the finale. and when she was asked by the judge what is the most memorable moment in this competition, and she'd say that seeing her sister, Izzy got through the finale was the most memorable moment in this competition. Awwww again~

They are really all good cooks. and I really wanted to be like them. at least if not a top chef at a restaurant, at least I could cook some really good food for my family at home. You reckon?

Today, my sister decided to make homemade roti canai. I remembered when arwah moyang was still alive, she'd teach us how to make one and karipap (my favourite) as well. making roti canai wans't that easy. I almost give up when I first attempted it but like I said, practice does make perfect! Well, it doesn't really that perfect but when you get the final product, and when everyone is enjoying eating it despite they were all very hungry, I know that, I won't starve my family to death and I could make something to eat, even though it wasn't really that healthy of a food, (tepung dan lots of minyak) but I know I could make something. and oh! if you are wondering, No, we do not tebar like the mamak, we find a big dulang and stretch it all over the dulang. It was really fun I tell you! :P

Roti Canai anyone?

Let's not stop there aites? Let's learn how to cook more yummy food. thanks to Mummy :)


If these kids can do! So can I! :P

gentle breeze, would you do me a favor?

2010, 2000 & 2007

These numbers, in a way has a similarity, a special place in my heart. 

"Bahagia"

Happiness is like peeing in your own pants, only you can feel the warmth.

:)

Book Fair 2011

I reckon "Reading books is sexy, drinking coffee is cool; thus reading books while drinking coffee is super sexy and super cool" :)

I can get pretty high when it comes to bookstores and books, even if it's only sitting and staring at piles of books and uh uh uh smelling the smell of old and new books can get super exciting too. That is why I'm looking forward for today because of this:

Throughout my super tiny observation, to be a book lover, one must be trained from a very young age. If you want your children to love being around books, I'm not talking about academic books, I'm talking general, you must train your child to love books. That includes, buying books for them, reading it for them, making it a fun thing to do, spending times with them and books, setting a good example to them by taking your own sweet time, reading books and oh! when you are going out, going to the bookstore or book fair too could help. Suka membaca amalan/ budaya kita. 

Today I went to PWTC to be a part of the book fair 2011. It was super awesome I tell you. Of course you have some advantages and disadvantages going there at the early stage of the fair but to tell you the truth if I have all the time in the world I would go there everyday. I remembered going there with my family and met the ever famous A. Samad Said. So I'm calling all the book lovers and Malaysians to be a part of the experience. Sure, you'll have loads of FUN!

Besides, wanting to check out what's in store, and buying a list of books, I went there to meet BFF from Penang, Sen. She's working there part time. Last time, I met her was at Malacca, February. So if you happen to go there and meet her, just tell her, you're a friend of mine, and please ask for a discount, just kidding.

I'm not going to blog on books I've bought nor things I did there, go check it out yourself, but despite of the tiredness of jumping from one counter to another, riding the KOMUTER from UKM-Putra station, I had fun and thanks to my sister for the accompany.

PS You can get pretty 'lost' inside the fair among the piles of books, if you get what I mean. :P So please make sure you have your maps with you and don't be ashame to ask for direction! Good Luck! :)

To tell you a secret, I love man who reads, besides my Dad, I think you are super sexy when you read.

So guys, what's your favorite book ever? :)

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You know how I'd always tell people that love, but never expect anything in return.

'Cause when in doubt, love.

At least, when you're not expecting something in return, it won't hurt that much, it somehow make sense for me~

Yeah! It's easier said than done.

'Cause in every girls' mind, when she loves someone dearly, she'd hope that one particular someone will love her too, that he will feel the same way. He loves me, he loves me not?

To me, I've finally got my answer. whether it was right or wrong, whether hearing it from him, himself or not, a dear friend of his told me a little story, a story that made me stop running for awhile, catch a deep breath and said to myself, "I knew it, I knew it from the start"

I don't know what the future holds for us.

If it was love back then, and if it's still is, that's enough for me.


"Kalau ada jodoh, ada lah, kalau tak ada, takpe"